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What makes someone tick?

What makes someone even click?

How can you be the only ones they pick?

While I’m here being like a prick.

I want to be seen.

I also want to be in the scene.

But right now I’m just unseen.

When I think I also deserve to be seen.

I’m not talking about fame.

Because that’s going to be a little lame.

I’m feeling a little bit of shame.

Because my talents cannot be easily tamed.

What am I even talking about?

I fill myself with litres of doubt.

This makes my lips pout.

Well, I’ll just going to be here round and about.

Insistent public demand. Fine. I’ll post some of my old “fan-fictions” in this blog. HAHAHA. I will post some of the stories I made too that might not be fan fictions. I have 2 fictions. Out of the two, one is already finished because it’s just a short story I made before. I am finishing a lot of fan fictions. My characters are all Asians, but I’m willing to change the names and make it a fiction. Since the plot is an original one. So please watch out. It’s actually good that I’ll be going to post some of my precious works here, not just the normal poetry you see in your dash which came from me. At least while writing it here, I can point out the wrongs and the corrects. And will be able to proof-read everything. 

You should you should.

I am so ecstatic today. I dunno why, but. I guess I woke up at the right side of my bed. I usually wake up happy. And would actually post pictures of myself. HAHAHA. But these days, I dunno.. Been rough for my mind. Made a lot of thinking. And other did not make any sense. It’s 7:30 am here, and I’m going to do some stretching, and running. 

Oh, check out this band: http://crushtheeverlasting.tumblr.com/

I checked their stuff out and it’s really good! :D

Love lots,

Tammy x

I feel horrible. I feel really terrible. I feel useless. I feel I’m unworthy. I feel low. 

Gosh, I am really sorry if people are seeing this side of me again. It’s just that everything I see around me, makes me feel as if I have no space in this world. Oops, don’t mistake that as a suicide note. Not at all. It’s just that not being really productive; suck. Well, I have finished some articles for work today. But I dunno, it’s like a part of me, which is the most important part of me is missing. 

If I read this text post, I would see this as something crappy. I don’t know what the fuck happened to me. I used to be so positive in life. Well, maybe reality came in. Argh, I would just really like to go back when everything is not regrettable. I have lots of regrets. Too many to even post here. And nobody would really care. 

Okay, done with my rant about myself. My mind is really messing up with me always. Maybe this is the price I have to pay for being inside it too long.

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